| regrets |
[Apr. 25th, 2012|04:09 pm] |
I realise I haven't posted here in so long, because I never really found a reason to. I didn't feel that I had something that I needed to get out of my chest so much or that I wanted to share something so much with the rest of the world.
Its about 1.5 weeks to pros and I am trying to cram everything that I have learnt in the past year into these 2 weeks and I fear that I might not be able to. But more importantly, I have been doing a lot more thinking these few months and I realise there are a lot of things which I should have done differently but didn't do.
There are so many people out there that I should have cherished but I didn't simply because I felt that I wanted to do things my own way. That I probably only cared about how I was feeling at that moment rather than thinking of the feelings of others. And people tried to tell me that I may be wrong but I thought that they just didn't understand things from my point of view. But maybe...I didn't understand their point of view instead.
Guess my life had always been rather smooth sailing and I have always taken the things that I had for granted. I wish that I didn't handle matters that way, that I could have been more tactful and sincere about the way I handled things. And what seemed invisible to me just a few months back is now so clear. |
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| T-SHIRT! |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|01:32 pm] |
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i was really bored and home and i got tired of staring at all the hard heart stuff that we are learning about now so i decided to look around at clothes online. (cos i haven't really like bought anything in ages and i need some retail therapy!!! okay super deprived.
anyway i really like this shirt from pull and bear! its cute! and not that expensive! i hope they have it in stores i shall try to like buy it when i go out! i went to town the other day and i went into the pull and bear stores but i didn't see it! unfairrrr. its so nice and cute.
i think the reason while retail therapy works is that you feel happy owning something new and that gives you something to look forward to. but anyway i got class later so i better stop slacking around. |
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| HCCO SYF |
[May. 6th, 2009|10:32 pm] |
i don't know what else to say but
HCCO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!
many congrats to my dear juniors, few of whom would probably see this anyway. but anyway i am very proud of them and i love HCCO very much. i also took a few photos with juniors and other people at SCH but i am lazy to upload them so maybe another time. (:
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| NYCO SYF! |
[Apr. 22nd, 2009|01:05 pm] |
YAYYYYYY! NYCO got GWH! (: somehow it bring back memories for me when we were sitting on the red cushioned seats of SCH 4 years ago, all holding our hands as it came to the time for our results. i will always remember mrs ee telling us not to cry if we got gold because that would be very un-spotmanship-ish (bad english but whatever) but we all really only wanted GWH anyway. when the announcer said GOLD....we were all waiting to see what would come after that and when he said....with HONOURS we starting screaming the entire hall down haha.
but anyway i am proud of NYCO. though i am so old probably few of the juniors know me HAHA but anyway i am really glad for them! when i heard their chun it reminded me of the time we played it for artsfest, exactly the same yangqin solo at the front and exactly the same fast scale leading to the hou ban pais that xy always screw up. but i couldn't help but nod my head along to the melody and tap my feet. (: and after they played, yonghui, ziwei and i didn't say anything about it because we all knew it was good.
so anyway, i will be there on MAY6!!!!! maybe the whole day. listening to HCCO play for SYF. JIA YOU! |
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| life these days |
[Apr. 16th, 2009|04:13 pm] |
haha i am quite happy that its finally thurs! and that the past week is over. today i woke up really really late cos i was tired from the past week. good friday service seemed unusually important because i was giving an item and my grandma was also getting baptised (: (: so after that hurdle it all seemed better. monday was nerve-wreking cos i took the btt and i was so worried!! but it was okay in the end (:
and tues was the all impt and scary interview but it went....okay i guess i mean there were moments that i was really afraid but i stuck it out to the end telling myself i had to be strong or the interview would go horrible. so well there were some good mements but i can't really tell how it was. as with other interviews, i went there and only talked to people before the interview haha. met quite nice people and talked more to this girl from rjc. she's really quite nice.
its the time of the year for SYF!!! i really want to go back to visit the juniors but there aren't much people who are free to go with me. when are the practices anyway? if anyone knows tell me! if anyone wants to go visit tell me also! i have been quite free these holidays cos only working part time and the pay is not too high but i am quite happy (: at least i have time to go out with my friends and my family and prepare uni apps.
i think i will miss many people when uni starts. i think many of my friends would probably go overseas, depending on what they get locally 1st. personally, i don't think i will go overseas. oh well must make the most of the rest of the 'holidays' to meet up with people!
lastly, JIAYOU NYCO and HCCO! (: |
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| back from hk |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|06:52 pm] |
i am back! hk was well quite okay, didn't really stay that long there anyway, i didn't get to go disneyland like i wanted to ): so no nice rides or cute souveniers. i only went around shopping a bit. you know people always say that hk is a place where you shop and eat and shop and eat? well the stuff there are really ex! ): maybe it was just the place where i was living in lah. all the shops there sell expensive stuff that were branded (e.g. prada, LV blah blah). i did buy some stuff at some less expensive area though but not much.
and i fell sick when i was there! ))): i think it must have been the cup noodles i ate for breakfast the 3rd day. i felt sick the entire day and didn't eat anything much and finally threw up at night. (good thing i was smart enough to run to the toilet before i threw up). so i was a sick little girl for the next few days. and when i was at the airport going back to s'pore, i found out the mr happy tag on my keychain HAHAZ gave to me was gone ): i think i dropped it while shopping.
oh well at least i got to see hongkong and while i didn't get much, it is quite a nice place to shop if you are into the branded and high-end stuff. even if you are not i think that you can get some cheap bargains if you know where to shop. they sell really cheap boots! but they also only sold mostly winter stuff cos its winter season which is also why i never buy much ):
anyway i am glad to be back so i can sleep more! i woke up early and slept late when i was overseas. update me on THE CLUB outing too! <3
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| my big smiley helium balloon! <3 |
[Oct. 15th, 2008|09:12 pm] |
HELLO everyone meet my big yellow smiley helium balloon that i got for my advanced birthday present from HAHAZ! (minus me of course)
its called smiley! (cos i am uncreative and can't think of better names) i hope it doesn't deflate so soon.
( more pictures! ) |
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| HCCO CONCERT! <3 |
[Jun. 11th, 2008|10:21 pm] |
HELLO i am super lag in posting about the co concert but it was really a blast! thanks for everyone who went and gave me something or for just being there (: haha. it feel kind of sad to not be in co anymore and i wish i had a video of our own czardas to post but then i don't have a video of it and i don't know anyone who does. but anyway! i heard many good things about it so YAYY i am very very proud of xianyue and it feels weird to be stepping down. so without further ado, here are the pictures which i took so long to upload cos my father took the wire to his office.
so anyway that ends it! what a long picture post haha. actually i have a lot more pictures but its to tedious to post all so ask me for anymore if you want.
and that concludes my journey with hcco! |
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| czardas! |
[May. 18th, 2008|08:01 pm] |
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HELLO i koped this from dennis' blog and it was quite amazing haha.
but anyway! interviews concluded just yest and we spent like 2.5 hours deciding the posts! it was quite tiring but i am glad we spent so much time debating about it and coming to a decision (: ziwei was telling me how we are going to step down so soon then suddenly i feel that i am going to miss hcco a lot. despite the tiring practices and how it stresses me sometimes, it has still been very fun.
and suddenly czardas seems like a super impt item to me! i mean we have always been practicing it but it never struck me how impt this song is to us as a section and it is even more impt for us to play it well (: the other day when we were at avt and i was leading in the practice, it was quite amazing when everyone played together. despite the fact that we are probably not as good technically as the imba bass player in the video haha, personally, the ending part felt so much nicer when i was standing at the front and hearing the rest of the section play together. i could feel them really concentrating and its so much more meaningful when you play it with a group of people who you have been through so much with. it touched me when everyone played together cos i could feel from the music that czardas was impt to them too.
as much as being sl has been tiring for me, at the end of it all i felt it was an extremely rewarding experience and as noisy as our section may be, i am proud of all of you! i <3 HCCOXYZ
P.S. please please do come for CO concert on the 1st of june at SCH!
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| xy outing! (: |
[Apr. 5th, 2008|12:54 pm] |
hahaha finally had a XIANYUE OUTING!!! after so long, at 1st almost everyone was going to come! then slowly slowly lesser and lesser people could make it esp the juniors hahaha. oh well but it was fun anyway (: we went to go and eat at marina square 1st at the food court! and i bought a $5 set that had so much food so i ended up sharing my food with a lot of people haha, and we played a bit of bridge after that.
then it was time for bowling! (: we had 3 lanes to ourselves hahaha, then we keep laughing at the people who guttered the ball funnily, (even though i did also gutter a few times). we wanted to play against the juniors actually but then there were only 4 of them vs. 10 seniors :/ hahaha so in the end we just anyhow play.
the ball i throw rolls really really slow like a snail, but the ones that roll slower are more accurate anyway haha. besides, because of my snaily balls, i stuck the machine a lot of times a few times hence i got to go more times YAY. but being the lousy bowler honest person i am (haha!) i always gutter the extra tries that i have (: as expected anyway dennis got the highest score! (see i knew that he was pretending haha)
then we went to go and 3eat again haha, cos ziwei, john, ben and gimthia never eat yet! the rest started playing bridge leaving only ziwei, dennis, gimthia and i sitting around talking rubbish. actually ziwei was the one talking rubbish while we just sat around and laughed haha. we went to the outside of marina to sit around again and talk about random stuff but soon went home! where i was so tired that i went to sleep quite fast!
I <3 HCCO XYZ (: |
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