its only 2 more weeks to jc life. 

half of me feels like, "oh yay! how fun, a new experience. new friends and new subjects etc. and orientation will be interesting! (((: (i think so anyway) -insert a lot of happy thoughts-" 

then the other half of me is like, "oh no, back to studying. what if jc life is really horrible? what if i dislike my class or i am like really bad at all the subjects? -insert a lot of worrying thoughts-" 

i don't know what to think hmmm. last time when i was in p1 and 2 i used to wake up everyday and tell my mother ,"i don't want to go to school!" and she would tell me, "okay okay. don't need to go to school." and then she will help me wear my uniform and send me down to take my school bus and i still go to school anyway. :/

i shall choose to be optimistic!!! (((: it can't be that bad...right? (: